tension glerrr...!

i'm really in a deep depression..i don't know to whom can i express it as noboby could understand me..i hate my life..really2 hate it..the damn life..what am i suppose to do??right now i really want to be isolated..being alone..at a beach or high area..i hate people around me..who couldn't understand me..n always put the blame on me as i am a black sheep..talk like they know all but actually none..!go away..i want to see nobody in front of me..how stupid am i???aaaaaarrrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhh!!!!